Whee!!!

hee! i screwed up my blog and i redid it once again!! woohoo! all thanks to jas the lolipop/charcoal/lizard.. or whatever you are being called now. i think it's back to charcoal eh?=D she was the one who taught me all these crap stuff. so complicating! i almost gave up=S whee. i'm feeling quite happy these days. firstly, me and casse are almost back to good times. i feel the warmth again. and that's a good sign i think. yup. going out with her can be really fun. really glad that she had fun too! many things happened in life and made me realise how precious friendship is. hmm... there's another wonderful thing that happened in my life. the entering of daniel(= he's simply perfect. just thinking about him can make me smile all day. just like a smiling freak. and casse would go nudging me the whole day. bleah=P i dont think i can go on a day without him. now he's away and i'm missing him like crazy! boohoo! cry. cry. cry. but there are lots of bad experiences which keeps me really scared. it's something i try not to be but i just can't help it. sigh.i'm scared everyday but i guess that's something i'd have to overcome eventually. lots of things i wanna say but i just can't put it into words. the feeling of fear. love. joy. altogether.