sigh. chinese sucks. it just sucks! sigh. tomorrow's the prelim and i hardly studies for it. great. just great. sigh. i'm just going nuts today. the fear of losing someone is so.... sigh. cant discribe it. it was almost like history repeating itself. sigh. it's bringing back all the pain i felt when something almost like this (but much worse) happened and urgh. i cant really describe what im feeling now. i've gone warm again. which is a sign that it's bothering me real bad. sigh. feel like crying. but nah. im afraid if i do, i'd never be able to stop. so yeah. maybe it's like what jas calls it. ''heart turning sour and its not a good thing.'' sigh! dammit. urgh . im just gonna whine and whine here. sigh. i have no mood lah. no mood to do anything. hopefully i feel much better tomorrow. dunno what is happening to me. sigh. im just shutting everyone out now. talking to people will make me feel worse. sigh. dammit. urgh. goodness. this is really bad=( urgh. bye.