yawn! today's been damn tiring. had 3 tests which totally drained me out. hurr. mathes was a breeze. so was cme. civics and moral education. the bigger the liar you are, the higher the score you'll get. hee/. yup. and the topic made it easier to score. it was marriage and parenthood. i mean like. why on earth would they wanna test on that kinda stuff ???

it's just a waste of my time. really. yawn. but the poa mcq test was pretty tough. like. what a thing to end the day with right? a killer poa paper. great. whooohooo. hurr. damn stupid day. well. not totally. sitting beside yuan zhang was rather entertaining today. to my surprise. haha. well. at least he's not that irritating today.

went to point with jin after the poa test. and there we met lee kiang and pris. printed one photo from the kodak machine today. hee. cost me one precious buck! damn ex for just a normal 4r photo whch some borders. but oh well. i can't complain much. i have to admit it was really nice. hehe. waited a whole hour just for it to be our turn. the lady in front of us was gonna print about a hundred photos and she was just standing there talking her own sweet time to edit.

anyway, there are a few things that keep me bsy thinking today. does goiing to army really mark the end of a relationship? will girls really have a change of heart when the guy is in army?

hmmm... well... i personally don't agree with that. but what are the chances of mantaining the relationship? hurr. i have no idea. that was what me, yuan zhang, xue yang and randy were arguing about today. finally finally finally! the guys are thinking abit more mature for the first time. haha. oh god. those guys are really making me kinda confused. no wonder xue yang plans for the long term and not just for the meantime. goals, as he call it.

it seems like maybe he'll wait for 5 years.. after poly and army to go get the girl of his dreams. that might sound like a rather out-of-your-mind kinda plan but somehow it makes sense. then the guys asked me, what if daniel was to go to nz to study university for about 2 years and i couldn't follow him, i knew it at that time that they have got me speechless. i know that one day he would be going ther to study. but i haven't really thought what i would do if he did.

sigh. what the guys said really kept me thinking for the rest of the day. i know that even if he was gonna leave to new zealand for studies, i would be holding on always. but i just can't seem to figure out why am i so damn sad. sigh. oh well. maybe i'm really just thinking too much. but then again. i don't think i am. hurr. oh well. think i'm just confused. hurr.

ya know what. i think i'm just crapping away in this blog. dunno what would daniel think if he saw this entry. yawn oh well. i'm so freaking tired. think i'm just gonna sign of for now. cya apes.