Foe or Sister?
Eh... what the... 100 over viewers? it must be nuts. seriously. it's like i have a stalker. who refreshes my page every other second to see if i blogged. Eeeee. *shivers. well anyway. it's not possible to post pictures at the meantime as my bluetooth is down. damn. it's like after i changed my com, it doesn't work anymore. oh well. whatever.
sigh. has anyone ever felt that you don't feel like you're in your family because you spent more time outside than at home? well, recently, i've been feeling that way. a lot. my sisters just started secondary school this year, 3 January. and to be honest. i've only seen them in their school uniform twice. and today's the 12th of January. (nevermind the date at the top of the post. it's after midnight, but to me, it's still thursday).
when they wake up at 6am for school, i'm not awake as duh. i dont have school. and so, i dont see them. and when they get home from school (1-2pm), i'm already out of the house, either going out for interviews, or just going out. but they dont even seem to mind. like i'm just a person living under the same roof with them. we do talk. but the minimum.
we don't quarrel. not once this year. and sometimes i wished we do. which is so much better than just being "tenants". my mom always say that sisters will get along better than brothers. and i find it true. sisters are girls who would gossip and gossiping will somehow strengthen the bonds of sisterly love.
but being 4 years apart from my sisters brings it to a disavantage. my thinking and their thinking is really different. our personalities are yards apart. i'm straightforward and the kind who jokes loudly. my sisters are more of the sensitive kind.
do friends really understand you better than your own family? or is it just a passing phrase? will the three of us ever be dupa close? or will it just be the two of them? they're twins after all. if they ain't got me, they've got each other. so what's the lost for them? i'm really at a lost.
i feel weird just typing all these down. but it's my blog. i write whatever i wana voice out. urgh. comments people... i need comments...
sigh. has anyone ever felt that you don't feel like you're in your family because you spent more time outside than at home? well, recently, i've been feeling that way. a lot. my sisters just started secondary school this year, 3 January. and to be honest. i've only seen them in their school uniform twice. and today's the 12th of January. (nevermind the date at the top of the post. it's after midnight, but to me, it's still thursday).
when they wake up at 6am for school, i'm not awake as duh. i dont have school. and so, i dont see them. and when they get home from school (1-2pm), i'm already out of the house, either going out for interviews, or just going out. but they dont even seem to mind. like i'm just a person living under the same roof with them. we do talk. but the minimum.
we don't quarrel. not once this year. and sometimes i wished we do. which is so much better than just being "tenants". my mom always say that sisters will get along better than brothers. and i find it true. sisters are girls who would gossip and gossiping will somehow strengthen the bonds of sisterly love.
but being 4 years apart from my sisters brings it to a disavantage. my thinking and their thinking is really different. our personalities are yards apart. i'm straightforward and the kind who jokes loudly. my sisters are more of the sensitive kind.
do friends really understand you better than your own family? or is it just a passing phrase? will the three of us ever be dupa close? or will it just be the two of them? they're twins after all. if they ain't got me, they've got each other. so what's the lost for them? i'm really at a lost.
i feel weird just typing all these down. but it's my blog. i write whatever i wana voice out. urgh. comments people... i need comments...
posted by kimmy at
7:01 PM
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