I've had enough.

Sometimes in life, you'll be in a situation whereby you love someone. but things happened and it turned sour. though you two went separate ways. you still feel that no matter how he hurt you, you still love him just as much. and just as you were going back into his arms, he hurts you again. and again. and again. and again.


Would you still continue in this torturing circle?


anyway. i burnt myself bad today. fuck the cone machine. scarred my arm. also got bullied by a customer few days ago. well, as if anybody CARED. all he wanted was to sleep. Whatever. i'm done with him.

it's been so long since i saw him. and i dont know if i'd still welcome him the way i used to. i miss being single. really. there are no restrictions. no unwanted tears.

so what if he's coming back from wherever land. i'm not gonna see him at the airport. in fact, i arranged with my supervisor to work on that day.

i hope he reads this. you might think i'm heartless or whatever crap. if i'm heartless, i wont even bother to blog about this. and oh yeah. i forgot to add NO COWARDS to THE DON'TS list in the previous post.

Orientation tomorrow. i'm feeling excited and nervous at the same time. for it's POLY we're talking about. it's something i never had the confidence in getting into.

a fresh start is what i call it. away from boring subjects. away from daniel.