Hit with reality

well well well. i guess most people were disgusted by my previous post:) but i was just expressing my love.

looking back... i saw how sweet and easygoing me and daniel were last time. i always thought that he's the absolute one for me. and we would never part. i couldnt see myself without him. well, that was last time.

but things have changed. drastically. i am no longer as bubbly as i used to be. and i am crying almost everyday. why? because the one i love is dumping me every alternate day. and that is tearing me up. really badly.

i used to wonder what am i to do without daniel. and that without him, i'm never complete. because he made me feel me. i felt loved for a really long time.

but was i wrong? what if without him, things are actually better? sigh. i really dont know. i mean, i just cant go back to him everytime he wants me back and accept it everytime he dumps me :'(

i love him. and will always be loving him. but it's too painful to be carrying on like this.

daniel, hopefully if you see this, it's either we try to make this work for once or it's better if we part ways. i can only do so much. and it takes two hands to clap.

we might seem like the perfect couple. but there's so much more behind it.