I do not exist.
Have you ever felt like you are fucking useless as a girlfriend/boyfriend? and whatever message you want to get thru your boyfriend/girlfriend's head has to be brutally and inhumanly (tears and quarrels) hammered into the skull by humongous force? If you share the same experiences, welcome to the club.
Right this moment, i'm being protrayed as a naggy old hag. And why is that so? Because someone doesn't appreciate when i care. He takes it as i'm controlling him. Somehow, i'm feeling its like a fucking huge crime to care. Its like volunteer work - you don't have to do it but you still do and get dirt in return. Is it fair?
Case 1:
You call A to wake him up for school (out of kind heart) even though you're rushing for school as well. Now remember, it's not your responsibility to call and wake A up but you do it anyway. Why? Because you worry for A's already-low attendence. But guess what you got in return? A CRANKY BUTT ANSWERING YOU FUCKING RUDELY!!! I mean, the least you could do was give some thanks right?? Will you ever wanna do that good deed again? NEVER!But you still continue to take in all the bullshit given by A and you continue to call him every single morning just to wake him up.
Case 2:
5.30pm: A came to you can complained that he has tons of school work to be done and he has to stay up all night to do it. You sympathize with A, and therefore, you told him to go home straight after dinner to get it done. He said yeah, he was going to. When you call him at 9.30pm, he's still roaming the streets. And you would be wondering, " you not zidong (automatic) wan ah?". You know you have tons of school work but you still want to "take care of my social life too" and " I can't just can't stay at home all day right." Faints.
To whom it concerns, i don't mind to call you to help wake you up. but you have to help yourself too. You don't just go out and party and expect me to wake you up on time. The least you could do was sleep earlier instead of working so hard at your social life. You can have a thousand friends, but you may not have a true friend. i'm sure you're old enough to know that. when you fail your semester, you think your friends will care?
Question to readers:
Would you still bother about this ignorant person? Or would you still painsakingly wake him and get the ocassional bad attitude? When things like this happen, i can totally understand why and how my mom felt when she nags at me.
Right this moment, i'm being protrayed as a naggy old hag. And why is that so? Because someone doesn't appreciate when i care. He takes it as i'm controlling him. Somehow, i'm feeling its like a fucking huge crime to care. Its like volunteer work - you don't have to do it but you still do and get dirt in return. Is it fair?
Case 1:
You call A to wake him up for school (out of kind heart) even though you're rushing for school as well. Now remember, it's not your responsibility to call and wake A up but you do it anyway. Why? Because you worry for A's already-low attendence. But guess what you got in return? A CRANKY BUTT ANSWERING YOU FUCKING RUDELY!!! I mean, the least you could do was give some thanks right?? Will you ever wanna do that good deed again? NEVER!But you still continue to take in all the bullshit given by A and you continue to call him every single morning just to wake him up.
Case 2:
5.30pm: A came to you can complained that he has tons of school work to be done and he has to stay up all night to do it. You sympathize with A, and therefore, you told him to go home straight after dinner to get it done. He said yeah, he was going to. When you call him at 9.30pm, he's still roaming the streets. And you would be wondering, " you not zidong (automatic) wan ah?". You know you have tons of school work but you still want to "take care of my social life too" and " I can't just can't stay at home all day right." Faints.
To whom it concerns, i don't mind to call you to help wake you up. but you have to help yourself too. You don't just go out and party and expect me to wake you up on time. The least you could do was sleep earlier instead of working so hard at your social life. You can have a thousand friends, but you may not have a true friend. i'm sure you're old enough to know that. when you fail your semester, you think your friends will care?
Question to readers:
Would you still bother about this ignorant person? Or would you still painsakingly wake him and get the ocassional bad attitude? When things like this happen, i can totally understand why and how my mom felt when she nags at me.
posted by kimmy at
3:08 PM
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