Money, the root to all evil.

My life has pretty much changed since i got a job. Almost everything that i needed or wanted has to be charged to my account. And with work at Ansdersens, the pay is never stable. one month your pay can be $5.40/hr, and the next month it can be $5/hr. fuck it man. i'm gonna get another job.

And now, without allowance from parents, i feel like all i can think about it survival, so much so that i can actually take on 2 jobs a day. I worry for my phone bills, which now i pay myself, my meals and more.

i hated to ask money from my parents. It just came to me after secondary school. So i only ask for money when i'm totally dried out. And it doesnt just end there. The money i asked from my parents, i had to return it.

Sometimes i just wish they can understand this. That working and studying in such a hectic and time-consuming course is not as easy as they think it is. But i managed to juggle both.

They wanted me to quit, sometimes they even threaten. but im glad i never did. or else i would probably have perished from Earth by now.

sigh. i can live without allowance. I've been doing it for weeks and i can do it for years. I always believe in depending on myself. i can do it :)