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the weather is terrible!!! omg!!! i'm sweating the whole day!! aarrrggghhh!! well at least my headache's better today.=D hee. sigh.. i woke up today missing my baby boo more then ever!!! i'm going crazy i think. serious case of love sick still. sob. but i'll be forever waiting for him to come back. yup. heee. jin bought this really yummy candy! soooo yummy!! but i can't eat too much as i'm still sick. bummer. sigh. saw him today. guess he grew taller huh. and maybe using a better brand of wax. ahaha. well. good for him. maybe he could win his ex back at the chalet or something. hee. really good for him. i was clearing out my closet yesterday and i went thru the cards.. the letters.. and even that really creative cd note which he gave me on my birthday had kept me smiling for days .. and it kept me thinking. even something so strong and true in the past, could end just like that. with no real good reason. well.. maybe no feelings could be a reason. but somehow.. its really puzzling. what had really happened? i dont think anyone knows. not even me. maybe he does. with that girl trying so hard to get him. and now somehow she has seem to change her target. to females. sigh. weird people. i'll never be able to understand them.ahh.. it feels really good. to just blog everything down. but hey. don't get me wrong. i'm not in need of him or anything. i just needed to pen down everything before i can finally close that chapter in my life. it has been fun. there are tears. yeah. i'm surprised that i'm actually able to get over all that shit and move on. hee=D i'm listening to jas's blog music now. she was right. the song is really sad. though it has no lyrics. just piano. really soothing. it can be for either someone in love or some falling out of love. go check it out. www.starsloves.blogspot.com. thanks me jas. i helped you advertise. for free! ahahaha! whee! finally!! i can't wait for tomorrow. i can finally meet my darling heyi!!! man i miss her so much. finally she and tomy can reunite! ahahaha! me, jas, XUETING!!! and tomy!! sweet! goody goody. =P hope casse can make it. she's going out with that person. sigh. no fun!! make up an excuse or something k?? pppwwweeesssseeee? pretty pleeasee? haha=P casse. i know this is really hard for you. i can feel your pain. but you must be strong ok? this is a cruel world. and nothing is fair here. please don't be like me. falling into that trap repeatedly. cry it out if you want to. don't compress it. remember. i'm just a ohonecall away whenever you need me. don't give the excuse that you can't reach my hp=P. my house phone leh?? i no house ah?? bleah. kidding lah. hee=D daniel daniel daniel. i love you(=