yawn. boring day today. had chinese prelims which i think i would fail again. i mean, how can someone ever pass that horrible subject? my mom is always telling me that i'll regret it in the near future. she panicked seeing me give up chinese like that and started building my sisters' foundation now. brainwashing them that chinese is such a fun and wonderful subject. yes it it useful to communicated with people. but writing it??? nah. thanks but not for me.

i've been blog-viewing for the last couple of hours. and its all quite interesting really. but somehow amanda's blog stood out the most. it was like i could totally understand how she feels. well. maybe because something kinda similar had happened to me before. sigh. that girl really needs a hug from someone. reading how badly hurt and crying she was inside made me think deep.

i have been really fortunate. daniel has never done those things to me and thinking how much he has done to make us work was just so touching (= like how often would you ever find a guy like this? he is definitely one of a kind(= and definitely one for keeps. though we quarrel at times. ( like which couple won't?? ) i'm sure we'll always manage to pull through. i try not to be like one of those over-controling girlfriends. in fact, i've never been one. it's really stupid to be like that. things wil never ever work.

though i've disliked him going clubbing much more after that huge incident, maybe to the extent of hating it, i wouldn't stop him. yup. let him handle it. little things that bother me. i would just brush it off. and soon it'll be out of my mind. why bear a grudge? it's pointless really. not only it spoils your mood but kills your brain cells like a million per second. and you'll DIE in ,maximum, a days time. is it worth it? hell no. so yup (= live your life as stress-free as possible.

yawn. i should go turn in soon. gotta wake up early tomorrow. prelims are killing me. like two papers in a day! are they planning to kill us or are they planning to kill us? hurr. oh well. that's probably life i guess. we have no say in this. yawn. happy viewing. damn. i wanna get the tagboard soon! hurr. oh well. you'll just have to make do without it for the moment(= cheers