stingay!

hee. i just copied the neoprints from jas's friendster! STINGAY!! ahahahaha! poor tomy. let jas bully you like that huh? nevermind. it's easy to take revenge on jas. i can help you. heeheehee. soo glad casse could make it that day. we took so many neoprints. but mostly came out shitty. oh well. we banged our heads against the walls already. ahaha. casse. i had fun! we should do this more often! poor tomy was complaining all the way about us not telling him before hand that we were taking neoprints. he had wanted to wax his hair. ahah. vainpot=P with or without his waxed hair, the pictures would still come out sucky. it was super messy. maybe we should've kick tomy out instead. ahahaha! really appreciate him for tolerating with us girls. haha. oh well.. hmmm.. it's pathetic. i cut my fringe!!! now i look like a nerd ok. full-time nerd!!! sigh. it'll never grow back to normal coz i've cut too much! the guy who was cutting my hair was enjoying himself. cutting away like nobody's business.sigh. this is the worse hairstyle i've had since primary 1. it's just bad bad bad!!! can't stop complaining about it. sigh. oh well. the twins did great with their skit. their acting were better then jin's! haha! look who's the drama queen now! haaha. ok, i've to prepare to hide. jin will come after me for saying all these. ahah! man i'm so tired. i can just sleep right here right now. damn, my eyebags are huge. how how how! today's the day! my sisters are having this birthday party at the barbeque pit. great. just great. everyone is gonna see my stupid hair. wonderful. sigh anyway. i spent the whole night making their presents so they better like it. i didn't even get to sleep! sigh. dunno whether i've got the energy later to blow the balloons anot. thank god casse would be coming. jas i'm not sure about her. she has been to some chalet just yesterday. duno whether she has the strength to come anot. ahah. i'll have to give her a call in a minute. jin.. sigh. this one is a disappointment ah! =P no more next time ah! sigh. this empty feeling is back. i keep feeling this emptiness. and it makes me wanna cry. why is it so? sigh. ohh. i'm missing him again. oh goodness when is this gonna stop. i never thought that i could miss someone so much before. sigh. no matter what i still have this really scared feeling. you know what. i cant really describe this kind of feeling. it's ... i dunno. i give up trying to describe.. but i know for sure. i love you.