i'm just so pissed! never in my entire life had i expected to encounter this kind of problem in relationships. he thinks i'm making a big fuss and that i'm getting angry for nothing. sigh. whatever okay. from last night he could tell that i was pissed at him, what did he do? pretended like there wasnt anything wrong. i didnt even know that he actually knew why i was pissed till this morning. he knows that i dont like him to club. but i didnt stop him from going since it wasnt that frequent.

but now... i mean. which girl wouldn't get worried if she sees her boyfriend getting close with a bunch of girls in pics from his friendster. i kept quiet about that detail. even after he said that he actually had more of those pics. though it was kinda bothering me. i mean. i dont have to tell him everything single thing that is bothering me. now he probably thinks i dont even allow him to go clubbing at all. sigh.

being in a relationship is sometimes really tiring ang draining. you dont like your boyfriend to go clubbing for fear of him doing stuff behind your back. i mean, whatever he does there, you would never know, would you. just like i was okay with him going clubbing. till that day when i was looking at his friendster photos. i was like. what the hell.

sometimes i feel like. whatever i say in the relationship goes through deaf ears. he will never understand me. well of course. he thinks hes always right. insensitive to my feelings i would say. but oh well. what ever. i dont really care anymore. he can do whatever he wants. i will do whatever i want too. i must admit. i might be really stubborn here. but u made me.