the first time i talked to HER, was somewhere near april 2003. once i had to stay back in school till dark with jas and the gang. was finishing some project. she stayed back too. for what reason i'm not sure, and talked to zr. then she came over towards me and sat down. i knew who she was. that smart girl from 2e1. though she wasn't that pretty, i saw while she was talking to zr that she had a great personality.

so when she came towards to say hi. it brightened up my day. she helped us with the finishing touches to the project. like how kind of her. she asked me about my stay in the states and i didn't mind repeating my life story(which i have been doing to practically the whole class) to her. then i found out. her coursin is my primary school friend. that led to more conversations. that whole year throughout had been casual "hi"s and "bye"s. and that was all.

everything changed after the final year examinations when we received results from the chosing of our subject combination. i was prepared to be assigned to 3e3 as i had failed Maths(stupid teacher's fault.half the class failed). she came over to my class and asked all of us the class we were going next year. we compared and TA DA! we were gonna be in the same class for two freaking years. and well.. at that time, i was "stupid me". still had an impression that she was such a wonderful girl. year 2004 in 3e3 would be MARVELOUS.

and it was. well.. for the first three months that is. there was the four of us. jin casse, me and her. we stuck to each other like glue. that was when me and casse saw part of her true personality. she had the habit of lying about the simplest things. the most childish and unnecessary ones that i have ever heard. casse and i talked about it wondering what we should do. and we decided to go ask her why is she doing this? she apologized and we let the matter rest. still continued to be close friends with her.

then, she did something to me. which i had never forgave her for doing. me and zr.. it was coming to our one year anniversary but we weren't really talking (pre-anniversary blues). she came and talked to me. and she told me that amanda told her that she goes to zr's house and played on the bed till his aunt scolded them. and how she sat on his lap blah blah blah. i asked zr. but he had a bad record for lying to me. so i never believed ( told you i dont trust people that easily). he never bothered to assure me either. but that's getting out of the point.

so anyway. 13 march 2004. cross-country run. one year anniversary. she gave me and zr an anniversary. that was sweet of her. but zr wanted no share of it (two cute heart-shaped photoframes). he hated her and now i know why. and so i still have the photo frames with me. in my cupboard.

the next day, we had CIP but it was canceled. so the bunch of us, casse jin, amanda, zr, me and her went everywhere from city hall esplanade to orchard. when me and her were alone, she told me more news about them. i asked zr and we had a huge fight. right in the middle of city hall and it was so bad that we almost broke up. funny thing is. amanda wasn't there. like disappeared for that moment. zr suggested we should just go to amanda and ask her. SHE was damn terrified. saying that oh she doesnt like confrontations in public. like HELLO??? you want to confront in the toilet???

to cut a long story really short. amanda was super shocked when we asked her. we settled the matter in no time and amanda told HER to to leave. yeah... in the middle of orchard. EVERYONE was there witnessing. she shrugged and walked off.

didn't talked to her for a new months and then we gradually spoke to each other. but i never liked her. not one bit. sigh. what she did recently. is the last straw. no one will talk to her again. definitely not casse, who almost slapped her. she asked for it. she chose this route, the route without friends. she ruined her life which was just starting to be filled with friends who care. and she only has herself to blame for everything.