i failed.

i watched her from afar and i realised that i cannot do it. in fact. i think i've failed. she is never going to be the same again. like jin always say '' the roots are still there''. yup. she's stuck there. i can't pull her out. sigh. maybe if i wasn't so angry with her, this wouldn't have happened. she has spilt personalities. she can be really nice and funny in front of me. she complains of people bacstabbing her. but has she really taken a good look at herself? she is backstabbing too! it's pathetic! when will it stop??? she basically using me and jin as spare tires. sigh. sad world huh. what to do.