well well well. what a day it has been. cried buckets of water the whole day but sadly. it wasn't worth it. if my mom hadn't came in and asked what was wrong, i would never have slept at all. oh well. she makes the most sense. i just cant help but admit that every single thing she said was true. she is soooo experienced in these sorta thing. the indepentant kinda mom. and the coolest thing is, she allows me to club!!! can't believe she's such a cool mom. hee=)

thank goodness i'm feeling so much better today. i had this really bad headache that makes me feel like vomiting since thursday. hee. i'm actually really surprised at how i handled this. it's still hurting deeply. what he said to me before he slamed the phone, i can actually cry any moment. but i can stop the tears. with my chicken buddy with me, it's gonna be okay(=