heartbreaks and tears
lies and broken promises
time and again
when is it gonna stop?
doesn't seem like it matter
the least bit to you
doesn't seem like a difference
whether i trust you

the pain going through my heart
it's tremendous
but covered with a peaceful smile
a cheeky grin
but am i really happy?

stuck between freedom and pain
I can't cry hard enough for you to hear me
never so defenseless against suffering as when i love
i ponder for a way out

The tears I wish to wipe away
will run unchecked for another day
Alas, that is the price I pay

To remember is to suffer
So much out there
But I only want to hear one thing
To hear a voice
and feel my heart stop

I could fill a thousand pages telling you how I felt
and still you would not understand
it's like I want to throw you off a cliff
then rush to the bottom to catch you

i love you
but is my love alone enough?