it flew away

dad left this morning. i don't know when will be the next time i can see him. but it's most likely after the chinese Os. tears are welling up in my eyes as i'm thinking about it. like my sisters said, we would really miss his version of ''hey mama'' when he comes home from work everyday. mom buys much lesser groceries. and we stock up more on junk food. sigh. it would be harder for him though. he has to get used to the culture. the way china people speak the stinky chinese language. the food. he also needs to get used to living alone too. sigh. anyway. dad found out about me and dan in a really stupid way. aarrrggghh. i dont wana say what happened again . its just so stupid of me. i practically shot myself with the gun. yup. great. i didnt expect him to tease me about it though. haha. thought that he would scold me or something. haha. well thank goodness he didn't. he's just so cute=P now both dad and dan are away. it just makes me feel really down. sigh. this is just terrible. so terrible. sigh. but everything would be over soon. i hope. i cant be selfish and pressure dan about coming back. he misses his family too. and i know how that feels. yup. meanwhile i'm just gonna try and pull my grades up. haha. slacking slacking slacking!!! bleah=P hmm.. i realised something.. i miss jas!! damn.. i haven't been spending much time with her recently. sigh. me too busy? hmm... no idea.. danny booboo. i miss you and will always be missing you till the day you come back(= love you most=P