Collide - Howie Day
The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know
I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to ryhme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide

You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide

yawn!!! im so tired!!! SIGH. school ended fast today. has two mind draining papers in the morning.sigh.i hate it when it comes to the exams. i always go nuts. today i didn't even got to my bed till like 530am, when my mom woke me. i remembered taking a nap on the table at around 2am and woke up at 3am. went out to the living room and tried to study but ended up falling asleep on the couch till 4am. sigh! it was definitely weird. the Maths paper was a killer. well i expected it to be. maybe it wasn't actually a killer. but my brain made it a killer. i freaked out. dammit. i always freak out during the SAs. sigh. oh well.. now im currently obsessed with Mr brightside by the killers. ahhhhhh! its super duper nice!=D

Mr. Brightside - The Killers
I'm coming out of my cage
And Ive been doing just fine
Gotta gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now l'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag
Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his--chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, let me go
I just can't look its killing me
And taking control

Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
choking on your alibis
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
Cause I'm Mr Brightside

I'm coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta gotta be down
Because I want it allIt started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag
Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his--chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, let me goI just cant look its killing me
And taking control

Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibies
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
Cause I'm Mr Brightside

I never...
I never...
I never...

saturday
raining
bored
missing baby
strange thoughts
deep thinking
sleepy
cold
thirsty
missing baby

today is international friendship day. it was both happy and sad i guess. felt like it was half day today. heheee=D but we got held back and got released at 1pm. later then normal fridays. so idiotic. the DM is crazy today. urgh. i'm so surprised to receive a rose from amanda. i mean, after what happened in the past 2 years..all the fights... intense letter writings.. she still gave me a rose. so touched man. sigh. thinking about what had happened in sec2.. i realised how childish and stupid we were. instead of being happy and enjoy in each others company, we fought World War 3.. sigh. i remembered the incident with casse and ade. damn it was so childish! urgh. oh welll... i guess we have grown up abit more now. haha. looked thru the letters and realised that most of amanda's were advising me about zhan rui. im really really touched(= she actually look notice of what i was feeling. sigh. thanks alot(= can't believe what happpened at the hall today. she jus hurt the person who bothered to give her a rose. sigh. suit herself. i'm not gonna forgive her for what she did to me and jas. making up such a big fuss when clearly she's involved. she'll regret it. yup. on monday. sigh. went tp heartland after school. the mood was kinda quiet. colin was extremely quiet. and i was also really tired so i didnt talk much either. sigh. super pai sae carrying those flowers around. all 4 girls carrying flowers. haha. dunno what are people thinking when they see us. would really like to know. ahahahaha. sigh. i didnt receive jas and xueting's flowers. boohoo. the whole of jas's class didn get to send out any. sigh. oh well. at least they'll get a refund. yup. sigh. don't feel like talking anymore. im going off.

sigh. i don't think i wanna repeat myself and let the whole world know what had just happened. i'm so gonna cry='(

it was fantastic! the band was so freaking cool! they played music like it was in the movies! they improved a whole lot since last year and i'm surprised to say that i'm actually really proud of them. ahhh! me and jas could even picture the senarios of each piece of music. heehee. it was a long day yesterday. met up with xueting, kitty, jas at compass point. we had a great laugh at KFC. haha! there wasn't any jokes but i dunno why.we just kept laughing. it felt so good! i havent had such a good laugh in such a long time. we met up with hanpei and that cute little brother of his after lunch. heh. hanpei didnt look like hanpei anymore. he looked different. i couldnt regconise him at first. haha. oh in case no one knows who the hell hanpei is, he's jin's boyfriend. apparently jin was the MC of the concert we were heading to. hanpei wanted to support jin, so we went there together. the place was huge. so huge that i could decide where to sit! haha. we were just walking up and down back and forth. it was hard to find people. i bumped into his mom and aunt though. haha. obviously they were there to support ZR being the MC. his mom was like ," kimberly!" i turned around and there she was, just a feet away from me, smiling. haha! i was really stunned. couldn't speak for about 5 seconds before i replied ," hi, aunty" to both his mom and aunt. haha. oh well. after pacing up and down for about 5 mins, we finally settled down in front of cindy and the gang. me and jas were really gonna puke when we saw the "worse couple of the year" holding hands=S i really hope never to see that ever again. goodness. hanpei was rather quiet most of the time there. i don't really know why so i'm not gonna comment much on that. hee. after the concert, we waited around for jin to appear so that she and hanpei could reunite. haha. seeing hanpei with jin really makes me sad. coz i miss dan. sigh. just thinking about missing him makes me wanna cry. dammit.