yawn! today's been damn tiring. had 3 tests which totally drained me out. hurr. mathes was a breeze. so was cme. civics and moral education. the bigger the liar you are, the higher the score you'll get. hee/. yup. and the topic made it easier to score. it was marriage and parenthood. i mean like. why on earth would they wanna test on that kinda stuff ???

it's just a waste of my time. really. yawn. but the poa mcq test was pretty tough. like. what a thing to end the day with right? a killer poa paper. great. whooohooo. hurr. damn stupid day. well. not totally. sitting beside yuan zhang was rather entertaining today. to my surprise. haha. well. at least he's not that irritating today.

went to point with jin after the poa test. and there we met lee kiang and pris. printed one photo from the kodak machine today. hee. cost me one precious buck! damn ex for just a normal 4r photo whch some borders. but oh well. i can't complain much. i have to admit it was really nice. hehe. waited a whole hour just for it to be our turn. the lady in front of us was gonna print about a hundred photos and she was just standing there talking her own sweet time to edit.

anyway, there are a few things that keep me bsy thinking today. does goiing to army really mark the end of a relationship? will girls really have a change of heart when the guy is in army?

hmmm... well... i personally don't agree with that. but what are the chances of mantaining the relationship? hurr. i have no idea. that was what me, yuan zhang, xue yang and randy were arguing about today. finally finally finally! the guys are thinking abit more mature for the first time. haha. oh god. those guys are really making me kinda confused. no wonder xue yang plans for the long term and not just for the meantime. goals, as he call it.

it seems like maybe he'll wait for 5 years.. after poly and army to go get the girl of his dreams. that might sound like a rather out-of-your-mind kinda plan but somehow it makes sense. then the guys asked me, what if daniel was to go to nz to study university for about 2 years and i couldn't follow him, i knew it at that time that they have got me speechless. i know that one day he would be going ther to study. but i haven't really thought what i would do if he did.

sigh. what the guys said really kept me thinking for the rest of the day. i know that even if he was gonna leave to new zealand for studies, i would be holding on always. but i just can't seem to figure out why am i so damn sad. sigh. oh well. maybe i'm really just thinking too much. but then again. i don't think i am. hurr. oh well. think i'm just confused. hurr.

ya know what. i think i'm just crapping away in this blog. dunno what would daniel think if he saw this entry. yawn oh well. i'm so freaking tired. think i'm just gonna sign of for now. cya apes.

whee! it's our 5th month today! i can't believe it. time really flies! love you baby.

whee. i'm finally blogging again. hurr. it has been such a long while eh? well. i think i've been having a writer's block lately. i just dont wanna do anything but slack. yawn. school has been really sucky. and the physics teacher is still the bloody mr. chong. he cant teach for nuts. sigh. there goes my physics. coz i simply cant master science very well without a good teacher.

something that i really must blog down is the 3-day superteen course. it was alright actually. some course thingy to boost our self-confidence and motivate us to study. hurr. ernest wong. bleah.he's really great at hipnotising people. and after we all cried and hugged one another, we woke up to our senses and think. eh... we didnt learn much after all what!

hurr. con man. oh well. he makes millions. what do you expect. it pays to be rich. guess i'll blog another time when i'm free. chao.

Incomplete- Backstreet boys

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can't find no rest
Where I'm going is anybody's guess


I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It's written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

I don't mean to drag it on, but I can't seem to let you go
I don't wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
i'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

Incomplete

hurr. i know i know... i havent been blogging for ages. yeah yeah. well i guess i didn't have the mood to. yup. sigh. ever since the june holidays started, i realised that i've been neglecting some people who mean so much to me. sigh. i think you know who you are. and if you ever read this, i'm there to sya that i'm terribly sorry for that. we'll go study together some time okay? i promise.

i was talking to jasmine like an hour ago. and i thought to myself, actually i don't really have much time left to study. sigh. well, if only i could have more time.. and less pressure from teachers parents and some people. just maybe a miricle? yup. sigh. looks like everyone is looking forward to the superteen workshop. hurr. oh well. friendster updated the site. and now it's freaking ugly. i hate it i hate it i hate it! i'm not interested in friendster anymore. well. maybe i would be if they don't change the skin soon. hurr.

sigh. i miss him. but i don't seem to have much time for him. sigh. and yeah. it's my fault. i'm trying my best but my best doesn't seem enough. i find myself busier than usual ever since the year started and i think i will be until the o levels are done with. sigh. oh well. i just do what i can. truthfully speaking. this is making me really depress. well. i haven't exactly sort out most of what i'm feeling yet. so i'm not really blogging sense. yawn. oh well. what a blog entry today eh? i think i'm sleep typing. don't really have the mood to blog but i'm just blogging anyway.

i'm gonna go now. well.. maybe go sleep or wait for him to get home or something. yawn. chao.